It was good for us to be still this weekend. The last month or so has been pretty crazy. Now it's quiet--it's like the day before some huge expedition: everything is "packed", ready, stocked, etc. We've studied all the maps and the manuals, talked about the journey, prayed our hearts out, and done everything we know to do. The great thing about this is that it's guaranteed to be nothing like we expect.
One thing we learned from a local childbirth guru is that in the process of labor & birth, not only is a baby born (duh) but parents are born. The husband and the wife become a father and a mother. We will never be exactly the same--we'll look different, in the mirror and to each other. I guess pregnancy is good preparation for that. I've gotten used to looking different, to feeling different. I suppose once I've experienced birth I will become a bonified expert at it like everyone else who has had a child, willing to share my "wisdom" with all. I will miss the mystery of it.
They say birth is the final "giving way" for the mother, that labor is not just about pain, but about a total giving up of the self to make way for new life. And I suspect it's just the beginning of a lifetime of giving up of the self in new and deeper ways every day. And there is something Holy and Precious and Sacred in that.
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Thanks for sharing Summ. I am pulling for you every inch of the way. You are going to be a magical mama. Love you.
we better not be the last to know when little miss heidi decides to make her appearance!!
oh sums, i just got caught up on your blog, and your nursery is just too cute and so are you! una looks like a grown up. funny story about her, haha. man i miss you and wish i could be there during all these big moments!! i love you babes!
love boo
Sorry, I am just now catching up for the first time in weeks. Anyway, the nursery looks great! I love the deer on canvas! These last few weeks are so exciting! I'm glad you're "ready." We can't wait to meet baby Heidi! As for missing the "mystery" of it all, don't be too bummed. It will never be your first again, but each one is special with mysteries of its own! The whole process of it all never ceases to amaze me! I hope you continue to enjoy this special time. You're in our prayers.
Feeling so blessed to know such an amazing woman. I love all you have to say, you inspire me and bring out the joy and beauty of motherhood and discipleship. I know your daughter will be blessed to have you for her mother.~Jasmine
What sacred, humbling, insightful thoughts regarding your upcoming role as mom/parents. You will embrace your new role with confidence and an understanding of the demands expected - you will rise to the occassion and become a wonderful mom. Heidi Anne will be so blessed to have you and and Oliver as parents and you will fulfill your roles beautifully. It is a wonderful thing to see your daughter become a mother - that is such a wonderful blessing - such gratification and I am so thankful I am blessed to witness this amazing transformation.
Looking forward with great anticipation to baby Heidi Anne's arrival.
Love,
MOM
Each time I read your blog (and Kendall's, too), I thank God for the work He is doing in your lives. Parenthood stretches every human being. Children can't fully appreciate their parent's love til they themselves have children.
I have loved my children more than they could ever know.....but someday they will know.
Love, Miss Sherri
Your thoughts are profound. Thanks for sharing them. You are in our thoughts and prayers as the days draw near for Heidi's arrival.
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