
I had a chance this weekend to see
"The Flight that Fought Back," a documentary on United Flight 93 and the heroes who prevented another possible attack.
I'd mostly heard the story from Wheaton grads filled with pride regarding
Todd Beamer's famous line, "Let's Roll."
But this time I heard it from the families of the passengers on the plane, and was struck by two things:
1. The gracious kindness God showed the U.S. by not allowing the plane to approach the Capital City or take additional lives. That these men and women prevented such a crisis may have played a major part in keeping the American spirit intact.
2. The gift of legacy. Because the passengers on United 93 took a chance and fought back, their families, friends, and fellow citizens are able remember them not as victims, but as heroes.
I know that God's kindness to us is evidenced in many other ways throughout this tragedy, and that there are countless other heroes, and I'm grateful to Him for revealing a few of them to me.
On that day in 2001 I was just starting out as a teacher, as green as they come. It was my second day of school and we were just getting started when the Headmaster knocked on our door and told me what had happened. I was to announce it to the class and then we all went into the chapel to watch everything unfold. I stuttered through trying to explain it to my 9th and 10th graders, watching their world transform as mine was too. We left our memories of safe America behind and walked into the chapel, where we saw the towers fall and wondered out loud whether they would go after the Hancock building.
That afternoon we were sent back to class and I was supposed to teach drama. We were working on
As You Like It, by Shakespeare, but it didn't feel right reading comedy on such a dark day.

So we went outside, to the sidewalk next to the grassy lots behind the school where a grove of sumac trees grew happily, a place that was green and buzzing and alive and hopeful. We sat in a circle and we prayed.
I will never be able to disconnect 9/11 with my students of that year. I hope, wherever they are, that they will stop and pray, that God will reveal His kindness to them, and that He will grow us all to be heroes for His sake.